Dear Lord, take what YOU need and give what YOU will

something nice quoted from my friend's daily bread:

Lord, shape my life as only You can
Guiding each day by Your loving plan
Take what You need and give what You will
My life is Yours to use and fill

here we come again to another biggest crossroad of my life. actually i've been here many times, for years, back and forth, being a warrior princess who is willingly to fight to my last breath. against the world, against everyone. i only believe in my heart, and hoping to God.

until another drama came along to my life, unexpectedly.
i still don't know what to do, for what i have for you is really big, it was and always.

but Lord has promised that He won't abandon me and He won't let anything happen to us in our life unless He has a good purpose for it all. so ya udah...

let me be a butterfly, flying pretty and spread the happiness everywhere.
and may you always be a nocturne as always, it might be your destiny.

you're still welcomed, always - only if you want to stay forever...

my nocturne, don't fly away now...

it takes more than just falling in love. it needs TRUST. it needs LOYALTY. it needs UNDERSTANDING. it needs COMMUNICATION. it requires COMPROMISING. it needs COMMITMENT. it takes SURPRISES. but above all, it won't be happening without YOU.

it's been a long winding road, lots of ups and downs. we've reached some steps forward, but we have not even reached the front door yet. i'm willing to fight. i won't say it would be easy or quick and painless. but i will.

WILL YOU?

don't i deserved to get married eventually???