i miss you so much that it turns out to be a hatred. i'm sick of it. i'm sick of missing you. i'm sick of marriage wishful thinking. i'm sick of dreaming one day i'll have my own family- being a mom- being a wife. i'm sick of until late thinking it's for the sake of my family's future. i'm sick of being a tough person. i'm sick of being responsible of other people.
if it's not the time then it probably just as it is, there will be no the right time.
