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My 3rd Valentine

2008 - the third year I spent my so-called Valentine's Day with Kemplung. (Gosh, I just noticed that!!!)
Kemplung, being himself, is still not my typical romantic person... So found one sms with 'Happy Valentine's Day, my dear' in my inbox at the moment I woke up is quite surprising for me. Especially when I found out that he sent it at 00:10, well... supposedly it took some effort to stay awake (or not? considering that he loved playing Rise of Nations with his buddies)...

At least, it brighten my days...
Happy Valentine's Day everyone :-)

Wish you all be surrounded by sincerity of love

Redefining indulgence

I got many things cluttered in my head at the moment, or at least in the last few weeks. Questions, many kind of questions, questioning everything about myself. Am I really a trustworthy person? Am I really a reliable person? Am I really a team player? Am I a smart person? How smart am I? How strong am I? What am I going to do next with my life? Am I staying in the job, or moving to another job in the same field, or moving out to a completely new field? Am I capable of what I'm doing now?

Seems like I've reached another comfort zone of my life. Stagnant. Pretty comfort I must say... But unfortunately it doesn't suit my surrounding expectations. The others need refreshments: refreshing ideas - out of the box way of thinking - innovative approach - bla bla bla... Challenging (in a positive way) but also tiring (in negative way, the one I used to take).

I need to focus on another part of my life, that used to be rarely emotionally touched by me. I don't think I'm a multitasking person anymore, I'm just a twenty something woman, who tried hardly to divide my pie of time in a day into a wonderful balance.

I need to look for further, what is my next destination... First step, contemplating to redefine my indulgence...

Human Working Hours

One of the monologues inside my head recently happened:

How many hours do you spend for work related matters in a day?
How many days do you spend for any work related activities in a week?
In a month? In a year?

How many hours do you spend for pick up phone calls from home and actually have a good chit-chat with your mom, dad or brother and sister?

How many hours do you spend to sit down, turn off your mobile and TV, quiet, and talk to HIM?

How many hours do you spend to type some letters and say hi, how are you to an old friend - for the sake of friendship?

How many hours do you spend for listening to your 1.5 years old niece bubbling on the phone?

Anyway, there is only 24 hours in a day. If I spent 10 hours for work related matters, 7 hours for a beautiful nap at night, at least I should be able to spare few minutes to do all the things above...

For the sake of what I called love...

I won't let my work overruled my life again... (hopefully)